But, as they say, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And being beheld by God is a safe place to be. Nichole Nordeman has a song called "Anyway" which describes quite nicely how we are seen by God:
Bless the day this restoration is complete
Dirty, dusty something must be underneath
So I scrape and I scuff though it's never quite enough
I'm starting to see me finally
A gallery of paintings new and paintings old
I guess it's no surprise that I'm no Michelangelo
Every layer of mine hides a lovely design
It might take a little patience
It might take a little time
But you called me beautiful
When you saw my shame
And you placed me on the wall
Anyway
You who have begun this work will someday see
A portrait of the holiness you meant for me
So I polish and shine 'til it's easier to find
even an outline of mine
But you called me beautiful
When you saw my shame
And you placed me on the wall
Anyway...
God sees me as beautiful - even though... regardless... anyway. It's not that I've been good enough, or smart enough, or pretty enough, or righteous enough. Because I haven't. My Bible tells me that even my best "righteousness" is as filthy rags. It's not that I've finally worked hard enough. It's that He loves me. Just because.